So, basically the administration of my school sucks. Most of you already know what is going on, and if you don’t, ask me and maybe I will tell you. Otherwise it just sucks.

But I can’t begin to tell you how much I truly appreciate all of you who are supporting us in this. We couldn’t handle this without you. The fact that someone put their job on the line for me and two of my friends is so amazing and I hope they know how much I really do care for them. And also to the only faculty member who would be reading this, I don’t even know where to start to thank you. You have done SO much for me in the past 3 ½ years, and not only have I loved being a kid in your class for a year and a half, but I have loved being in your advisory and getting to know you as an actual person (since, hey, teachers are people, too! Or… some of them at least…) But in all seriousness, thank you for everything, and it means the world to me.

Not only have I had to face the wrath of the administration, but I have also had to face the wrath of my parents. I thought this would not be too horrible, considering this would not be totally new information to them, but oh, was I wrong. I was lectured on numerous occasions this weekend how I was a manipulative pedophile, basically, and that of course, since relationships only go ONE way (ha) this is all my fault. They then proceeded to say that they still love me and support me, but they do not believe in the choices I am making, or support those decisions. You may be asking yourself, how does one support someone, yet not the “decisions” they make concerning their lifestyle, when in essence, it isn’t even a decision, it is how you were originally programmed? Yes, I asked myself the same question and I am very unsure of the answer. They also try to say that they are “just looking out for me” and they are trying to not get me kicked out of school. I think I can hold my own and I have done just fine trying to figure this out without this unnecessary mess. If they aren’t even going to try to understand me, what is the point of being fully honest and open with them? Oh, and check this one out, kids. I had to tell my SISTER. If any of you know my little sister, you know that she is a conservative-ass little Raleigh kid, just like my parents. Granted it could be worse, but it really could be a hell of a lot better too. I just know she will use this information as fuel when we get into one of our infamous heated arguments, and I just cannot WAIT until that occurs.

In the meantime, I am going to try and continue to do research and go through school manuals and try to find rules or statements proving that the rules they pulled out of their asses do not exist.

Things like this always happen at the most opportune times… this is when I should be trying to do work so I can get decent grades in the final stretch… but then again, I am in college, so fuck it. I might as well fight for something that I believe in. Maybe the fact that they wouldn’t let us have a GSA can be used (they will then argue, but we did let them have one, it is just called a “Diversity Alliance”… yeah that’s bullshit because they don’t want anything that will “look bad for the school”, my God, especially a club with the word “gay” in it….. <<GASP!>>)

My school is so damn ridiculous. I am glad I have gone because of all the wonderful people I have met, but I am ashamed that my family has actually invested money in this institution. Bullshit. Just like our damn president. DAAARGHHHHHH I have to go now; I am just making myself more and more angry.